Let Go

Hi everyone :) i miss you so...
i hope you all always have blessing from God .. aaammmmiiiiiinnn o:)
 Today I'll tell my opinion about something. I just thinking about it before. It just happen sometimes, and I think it'll happen soon or it had happened back then in our life.
That 'something' is about to "let go". Have you let go something?
I have :)

Well, I just try to be honest.. 
I used to let go my beloved grandma when she passed away :')
I also used to let go my grandfather, my uncle, let go my kitties, my cats, my money when it lost, my comics, my old photos, my friendship, my hand-phone, my books, my ambitions, my chances, my happiness, my sadness, my tears, my old shoes, my crush, my old bags, and many more.
It wasn't easy..really. It is so hard, really hard to let go something.
You know, what's the hard part of letting go?

Held the pain.

Yeah...for me there is always pain when we letting go something.
And I just thinking about, what kind of pain it is.
Hmm, well it's kinda hurt to explain it by words. Especially i write this on English language.
Sometimes when I letting go something, I fell like I'm going to cry or bad-mood or sad or angry or keep quite for along times or praying.

At the time, I really need someone. Someone who can be my life safer, someone who can talk with me, hold me, say 'everything will going well', wipe my tears, and smile to me.
At the time, I need more strength. I need to back my smile and I'll get well really soon.
Actually, I hate being sad. That really isn't my style ! I hate being upset, so annoying my heart ;(
so much that, sometimes i need someone too.


My bad, I won't tell anyone. So I need  someone who understand me well, I don't need to tell that person when i need that person.May I have that person? I also will understand that person well :') 
heeheee i know, I'm being too egoistic ;D

For all the time i spend that time actually  I'm not alone at all 'cause I've Allah beside me :)

but actually too I ask to Allah for that person ;)

Sometimes I feel like it doesn't pair at all and then I realize Allah always has the best plans for us..I do believe it, still believe it.

Well, when you feel the pain of let go something just remember this one.
"God always understand you well, God always know what the best for us. So don't afraid God with us"

I hope my writing can knock your heart ;)
Thank you for reading....
See you ... LOVE !